lonliness

Any alone time together is wasted. He isn't interested in me anymore and if he is, he doesn't try to show it.
It hurts, but there is nothing I can do. It seems when I say something about it he gets mad and we fight and then it just continues.
I don't feel pretty sometimes.
I feel boring. He would rather nap or watch family guy when we finally have time alone together.
It's lonely. He is so used to me he doesn't want anything from me.
It makes me feel used up sometimes because I have given him everything and now I have nothing new to offer. He shows no excitement towards me.
I'm busy just like he is. I'm tired too. But I try to show affection as much as I can. I'm afraid to try to be close with him.

I actually feel lonely right now.